Mon Nov 12, 2007 2:01 pm
a girl my heart aches for
She's short, beautifull, and there is nothing i don't like about her and im going to winter formal with her,and she is kind of shy and a geek(not at all in a bad way but just really into computers and video games) she also plays a sport. i've worked with her for almost 8 months and i started liking her so i asked her out on a date we went to a chinese restaraunt then for a walk then to a movie we would talk and laugh and have a good time. I would hold open every door for her and i put my arm around her at the movie she really looked like she enjoyed all of it and then i dropped her off and walked her to her door and said goodnight. a couple days later someone told me that this girl actually had a crush on me too. But after a while i asked her a couple times if shed like to hang out or somthing and she would always say she was busy and later she told me she didnt like me any more than as a friend and i asked her what she thought about us that first night and she said she thought of it as more then friends but thought about it more that night. so about a month passed and she got her dress for formal and i went with her to pick out a tux and crusaugue and i asked her if she would like to eat some place so we did and talked some more. Then she asked me why i didn't say hi to her in the hall ways at school, i hadnt noticed i walked passed her after 4th and 6th period so i started saying hey to her everytime i saw her and it would allways make me feel good to hear her say hey back. and one day i walked pass her and didnt say anything too her, it looked like she was talking to her friends but i guess she was just waiting for me to say somthing but i kept on walking and i felt kindof bad then i heard one of her friends say "dude he didn't even say hi to you" and that made me feel really horible so right when i turned around to walk back to her the bell rang and they were all gone so i felt sick through the next two classes. then later that night i called her and asked if i could take her out for lunch the next day and i told her i felt bad for not saying anything in the hall and she said that would be great. and so we ate and talked then when we went back to the school i asked her if we could eat together every wednesday and she said that would be okay. and then last weekend i called her to talk and we talked for about an hour she was showing me some funny videos online then she had to go and asked if she could call me back later, so we talked a little more that night. about the same thing happend the next day she was playing loz twilight princess. then she didn't answer her phone the next day she probly lost it. and i still really like this girl and would be willing to do anything to make her happy. so im planning for at formal we dance for a while and ill ask her if she thinks that the chances of us going out might have increased and then when i go to drop her off ask if its okay for me to give her a kiss goodnight and if she sais yes i will and then wait if she is still smilling ill go slowly in for another one maybe two. im wondering if i should skip the asking her the if the chances increased part. but does this sound like it could work as in to her thinking it would be okay for us to go out as more than friends?
BWAAKAAA
In fact last month i used about 4000 texts on her alone. It was sweet. So im probably gonna ask if she wants to go to the formal now or not. I bet (since we are awesome friends anway) she will say yes. Probably when it gets closer tho.
. Well it sounds pretty good, sounds like you really like her 
. I guess do all that you can.
